End of Upward Bound 2010

Well its my last day of writting class and blogging has been a good experience.Through blogging i have learned alot.I now know more about chating sites then i did before.I've learned how to post a title and even tag someone in it.What i dislike about blogging is that its hard to find others.You can't just type in someones name and their page pops up.You have to know their email.Thats also one of the positives about blogging its actually private.

Even though my summer has ended at upward bound it still continues afterwards.On thursday i will be leaving along with other upward bound students to Boston.We will be staying there for a week.Once i get bac i will be visiting my uncle and his family in Georgia.I will also stay there for a week.Once i get back home its all work.Back to cheerleading practice and work which is school and mc donalds.Even thought most of my summer was taken and wasnt very fun in the end all this hard work will pay off.

Well its monday and unlike staying here i get to go home after class. Not excited about it because its not for a good reason.My mother has to have surgery on her ankle once again kind of worried only because she is.Leaving it all in gods hands because i know he fixes everything.Also when i go home i have to pay my respects to my brothers family or should I say one of my close male friend.His grandmother passed away and the funeral is today.Since im not there to attend the funeral i will go after and show my condolences.Its nothing like having your friends and family in a time like this.Feel sorry for my roommate aka partner in crime because she will be alone by herself for a couple of days.

OMG finally time to go home super excited because i get to get a little bit more sleep also I have major plans this weekend.Im so tired this morning i dont know why because i got great sleep last night.It probably havent stuck to me that we have class today yet.Thinking about alot of things wondering if i should quit my job and try n find a new one.On the other hand its just not that easy.Well i will be praying about it and see what happens in the meantime im going to try and movitate myself to go to work tomorrow.

Sitting here in class and its exactly 9:18.Thinkin about what i should write about but there is nothing on my mind.Had a nice hot sleep last night.Me n my roomate have been sleeping n the nude for the past couple of days (lol).Excited about this weekend me and mariah have plans not just any plans come crazy plans but dont worry it wont be that bad.Happy that i still get to go to boston.Looking forward to that never been up in that area and it was always of my interest.Happy birthday to my friend brenda hope you enjoy even though your here at upward bound.

Thursday..... yes super excited that we go home tomorrow.Got alot stuff planned for this weekend so I'm going to be super busy.Love the holidays,love when the family gets together and laugh and talk about the past.Those are the best days of my life.Not feeling all the way there right now hopefully has the day go by i feel better because i really don't want to sit in my room during free time but right now that looks like what I'm going to be doing.Talked to my mother yesterday she doing good but having a rough time with money situation.Wish other people would contribute and help her out since she always doing for them in the time of need.But i guess everyone cant have a big heart like hers.Yesterday i found out some depressing news about Mr.Brandsen wife.Going to keep them in my prayers everything is going to be okay.Just pray to god and he will come through for you he might not be on time but it will make things better.

Yesterday wasn't so bad.It actually went by quick.Had some great laughs yesterday(insider mariah and brenda)lol.I also had some bad moments.Wasn't feeling so good but hopefully i have a better day today.Kind of nervous about my math test because im not to sure of it but with god by myside then everything should be okay.Counting down the days to i get home, super excited to see my family and spend time with them for the holiday.Those are the best memories.Hopefully everything turns out as planned.Got this thought in the back of my head on "Why is girls so stupid".Why dont they think before they act.Doing shit like that your going to regret some things.Seen one thing that a girl did yesterday that was dumm and heard ont thing that a girl did yesterday that was also dumm.Like come on did your parents teach you anything.So with that said giving a shout out to my bestfriend aaron keep your head up she gone finally realize what she doing is stupid and come to her senses. I love you brother

Last night I got some great sleep.Me and my roommate mariah read our book and went straight to sleep.Yesterday me and mariah cleaned our room it wasn't that bad but you still need to clean even if you don't see a mess.I also talked to my mother last night she told me that she took the girls which are my neice to see toy story 3.She said it was a great movie.Hopefully i get to see it if not maybe I will try out the new eclipse movie.Super excited to go home this weekend.The 4th is always a big holiday woth us.So im so excited to see my family.Then after that we would only have about a week an a half.Yeah!!!! can't wait.This summer has been better than the last but its time to go home now.I miss my mother.

The use of summon can help me on my research papers.It would be able to provide more accurate information on my topic.If I could use summon to look up anything it would be to find out more information on the 911.The reason i choose that is because i want to know if it is actually talked about in everyday life.I don't feel like the media paid enough attention to that.Using summon was very helpful.I like it but it was also something i didn't like.I wish they would of put articles in their on certain subjects. Other than that i would highly recommend summon for usage.

Super tired today dont know why because i got great sleep.Kinda feeling down.Someone real close to me lost their grandma and he was mad at me because I wasn't there to support them.I was slightly mad at myself because I should of been there.But what he fails to understand is that I couldn't make it he thinks im suppose to up and jump for him, I would of its just that its impossible because im in upward bound.Hopefully he finds it in his heart to apoligize and forgive me.He knows that no matter what we go through I will always love him and be their for him.

I LOVE YA COREY MARKEL JONES

R.I.P MARTHA JONES

Last night was good.I went to sleep early around 10:30 it felt so good to get some sleep.Then around 1:15 my mom called me and told me that it was a severe tornado warning on Alpine near Comstock park.I was so terrified because none of the TC woke us up.So me and Mariah got out the bed half naked and ran to Kayla an Nana's room.After that i went and told Marisol about it and she said we were safe which i didn't believe.I told her we needed to be in the basement and she told us that there was no basement.When she said that i got super scared.How y'all not gone have a basement!!!! This was not safe at all.So i called my mother and told her to talk to me until I fall asleep.Being away from home during times like that is very unsafe.

This weekend went by fast.I had some good days and I had some bad days.On Friday I went and got my hair washed and pressed.Then later on that day went out to eat with a couple of people.My aunt also got out of the hospital that same day so most of the intermediate family was over the house visiting.On Saturday I was supposed to go see Toy Story but that didn't turn out as planned.I just spent time with the family we took a little short riding trip up north, and just had lots of fun laughing and getting along.Later on that day i got real irritated and just started acting non shallot towards people.I didn't like the way I was acting so i just took sometime out for myself and listened to music and took a short nap.Later in that night I spent time with someone special.At first it wasn't going so well but afterwards we talked about our problems and moved on.Sunday I spent time with my best friend which is my mommy.We spent almost the whole day sleeping then we finally woke up around 4 and started dinner.Before i returned to upward bound we got a chance to watch a movie together then she brought me back to the campus.I already miss her.
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I feel gary colman should have a funeral and not be cremated. This man need to be layed to rest and people are being unconciterated and fighting over his remains.Let this man be in peace.

Super excited about today.Well actually super excited about today ending.This has been a quick and fun week but I have plans this weekend and looking forward to them.Hopefully the weather channel is correct because I plan on adding the beach into my plans.Today is Thursday and that means that we have a quiz in every class.I'm confident that I will do my best but I feel like I'm not going to do so well in the anatomy class.I feel like i would receive an C.Hopefully i do better than that but that's kind of how I feel.Today we don't have study table,yes!!!!!.We have this activity that we have to attend to.Not sure what its going to be but it sound like fun looking forward to that.Tomorrow we go to Michigan State for a college tour.Not really looking forward to that because that's not a college of my interest and i have already been there but, it should be fun with my fellow seniors.

Yesterday I had a wonderful day.Woke up went to my classes did what I had to do.Then we went to dinner and we had a crazy conversation as always.During my free time I walked around the campus and talked to my mother and one of my old loves.After that got in the shower and headed to study table.Study table actually went by fast.We we have a lot of work time usually go past.We we finally made it back to our dorms we had girl talk.Me,Mariah,Kayla,Brenda,Berny,and Nana.I loved every minute of it.It gave us a chance to know each other more it also gave us a chance to open up and express ourselves.With that ending I didn't go to sleep until 2am in the morning but for some reason I don't fell tired at all.I feel energized.

Well I really have a lot on my mind.Yesterday I found out that I won't b getting my senior privileges because I didn't make it a full 3 yrs.I feel it was unfair because the only reason i didn't come is because I was attending summer school.Hopefully I get a chance to talk to ms.smith about it and she sees that it is unfair and she will give me my privileges, but until then I will just do what I have to do.On Sunday i also did something that i regret.I told this boy that I loved him but that was only because he told me.I didn't want him to be sad about me not responding.Now i have to tell him that I wasn't being honest and I was just telling him what he wanted to hear.But I'm confused on what to say and how to say it???Other than that yesterday was a good day went and worked out with a few of my friends.We did kind of good.